Thanks, I appreciate that. very much...I just dont get it.
It just triggered a lot of crap. and I just recently posted here about my abuse. like a WEEK ago. so its raw right now. I almost feel like cutting today but i am trying not to. I know its not going to help. I just didnt want to hear it. Just when i feel im in a good mood it pops in my mind and it dredges up crap i just dont want to deal with right now.

feel like hiding.......is that dumb?

me