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Originally Posted by Winterbritt
I am pulling for you. Normally it's my nature to kind of bring up questions about the thoughts that are creating suffering for people. I'd be like, you said you really want him back, is that true? Could it also be true that you do not want him back? And I think that actually does work to diffuse suffering.
But I am just for some reason getting a vibe that that's not exactly what you need right now. I mean I don't know you and all I know of your situation is what you wrote, but for some reason I just see you needing to be still and quiet and breathe, and just give yourself some rest from everything emotionally to find some calmness and stillness in your heart. Like maybe you already know what's good for you, and you just need a breather to gather up the energy and the courage to do it?
Apologies if that's way off. I am rooting for you regardless.  |
Is exactly just that. He was extremely protective of me maybe some people would say he was too jealous and controlling but he gave me that attention. I know he was slowly taking everything away from me but making me feel bad or guilty or I just didn't want to get him mad. But despite that he was caring towards me. He would say I was stupid for cutting myself and to make me stop he once cut himself. I guess deep down inside I know that's not how a relationship should be but for some reason I want him back. He was a great guy. I'm never going to find that again. Even my psychs tell me he's no good... The psychiatrist said I would sell my soul to the devil if I returned to him. A quote a good friend of mine also told me. A friend whom I stopped talking to because he was a male friend and he didn't like me talking to other men.