You wouldn't want to get dabs if you aren't interested in smoking. They're a form of wax that you vaporize in a vaporizer (sorry for the weird wording, I only know the "illegal" terms used with marijuana), then inhale the smoke. I checked the site I suggested, and it looks like they may have a CBD infused honey, but I couldn't find much information on that.

I'm not sure what you could use to make into brownies or another type of edible. I've only ever heard of how to make cannabis butter to do that, but I've never tried. I would also assume a tincture could be added to a drink, possibly also used as a substitute for part of a liquid in an edible? It would be something to look into.

If you have a way to obtain it, there are certain types of cannabis that may be worth trying. Indica strains are typically bred to produce a mellow relaxing effect, not the paranoia you want to avoid. If you can buy from a dispensery you should be able to get recommendations of indica strains with high levels of CBD in them, that could be useful.

I hope my answers help. I live in a state where all this is still illegal, but I've visited dispenseries in states where it is legal, and I've done a fair amount of research. I had hopes of using CBD for my depression, anxiety, and arthritis.