Hi Ghosting, you're not an idiot for reaching out. If this person has done this to you before, he/she doesn't deserve you. You may be feeling bad for falling into the trap again, but that doesn't mean your are stupid.
I agree about not checking constantly for a message, and it's not easy to do.
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