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Originally Posted by Bjørnen
I'm just curious, and I mean zero disrespect, but what makes him special? I'm not trying to get you to ditch him, but what did he offer you that makes you so attached? I can see that he is so, so important to you!
I of course don't fully know the nature of this friendship, so forgive me if I'm way off, but it kind of sounds like when a he enters into relationships, you kind of get pushed aside?
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When he looks at me, I feel seen for the first time. When he is interested in me, he can't get enough and makes me feel special and important to him. He says things and does things that melts my core. No matter the day I have had, he can always make me laugh. And after three years away, he told me he thought about me constantly during that time and that I was the "one that got away". But if that were true, I don't understand how you just change your mind so quickly.
Is it just that I am so needy and awful with him that he remembers why he got rid of me in the first place?
Did he start seeing someone else and that is why he wants nothing to do with me? I don't understand.
And I feel so not at ease with no contact. Contacting him is on my mind constantly. But again, what is there left to be said?