I hate summer so much......I'm so sick in it......the heat makes me so sick.....I sweat so badly from every pore......I feel like I'm being roasted inside my core....my head throbs, my stomach feels sicker and I feel so bloated, swollen and painful....it's a heavy, heavy lethargic feeling. The winter is just as bad in different ways. I didn't used to be like this.....I've always sweat a lot but didn't get sick from it until my 20's and it's just gotten worse. I used to love the cold and could go out wet, barefoot in shorts in the winter without problems......now the winter hurts so badly. I live for spring and fall but they don't always end up being good seasons for me for other reasons.

The weather is getting colder and I feel it in my bones already. I've had the heater on a few times already too. I'm not looking forward to the cold but I'm rarely looking forward to much it seems. I wish I could be like others and enjoy the seasons and outdoors.