Best of luck, Seth! I'm not an AA robot, buy any means. As they say, "Take what you need & leave the rest." I'm not religious or spiritual, so a lot of the program doesn't fit. My AA sponsor has the same issue, however (which helps), & he just celebrated 40 years of continuous sobriety; one of those rare souls who got it right the first time! There are no alternative programs where I live, so it was AA, or nothing...& I know where nothing got me!