I am having SI after what I believed to be yet another "no-go" interview (and after many failed attempts at interviews for over a year).

I can so easily swing from my most optimistic, positive self, to a pit of despair and pessimism, depending on the nature of the situation.

Right now, I am in a deep pit of despair and want it all to just end.

I am done with this process. I am done with all the rejections.

I cannot keep going on like this.

ARGH.