Hi There,look up 'Neuroscience',and/or get a book on it.
You would be able to work with yourself,your mind,and
your feelings. Which of your parents modeled no feelings
to you? I ask,because I have 4 children who are like you,
and they took after their mother. We are divorced,and the
children will not speak to me,because they know I am the
one who feels . . .and loves. Would you be afraid of being
loved? I can't tell you the pain I've endured through this.
At least you are making an effort,I think my kids are literally terrified of feelings,is that how you feel? I would be
very grateful if you would message me to help me understand,it may help me to avoid making mistakes if I
can write to them,as what may seem normal to me,might
seem repulsive to them.
Deepest Respect,
BLUEDOVE