Callousness

From medics irl who I used to think had the intelligence to know better. No amount of book knowledge will stop some doctors irl from being callous jerks. Or even telling their "patient" they feel "callous" towards them as one medic irl did to me.

Wtf man am I the crazy one here

Please no advice to move on, they all say that, only one way I can completely move on from this and other unmentionable stuff. It's on my mind too much

Only the other day I asked for a referral to a psychologist. I didn't get past the red tape

And I don't trust most of them anyway