ciderguy, WTH??????

I've been on as many as 6 meds at a time. I hated having to be on them, but I was coming apart without meds.

I'm on 4 now. Rather low doses, and frankly I think I would do well on higher doses, but I'm so tired of being medicated. I work VERY hard at grounding myself, breathing, meditating, and so on. But sometimes...it's just all too much, having to cope. Just too much.