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Sep 22, 2017, 10:10 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
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Posts: 8,406
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So tonight, spontaneously, I got invited out by two guys online, but it was already past 10pm, and besides being worried about drinking past 10pm and then driving (not that I would have more than 1 beer) I just felt like I couldn't be spontaneous. Like, I can't just throw myself together in minutes and look good like I could in my 20s. I'm in my late 30s and I'm more self conscious about the right outfit, etc.
So I turned this really cute guy down on an offer for a drink...you know what, screw this, I'm going.
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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