I am really nervous about inpatient. Actually, pcp suggest and therapist agree. They dont think im safe by myself. I advised them will think about going in the next two weeks. I just dont want them to involuntary admit me.

I have a full time job. Taking off would be very hard to do. Just really nervous about tbe whole situation. Im truly not ready to go inpatient. Well, reason they "say" im not safe is due to my ideation which changed to something deeper, not eating, depression has hit rock bottom, sleep deprived, cptsd symptoms spiraling, etc. I know im having a very hard time, but dont want to miss work.

Feeling really sick, right now.