I was wrong only 2 days after I last went out and I'm already thinking about going out again!!! Probably doesn't help that it was the first time out since March but normally I get a few weeks relief.
I'm worried that this fetish is becoming an obsession! Thoughts of doing bigger stunts are creeping in because greater risk requires more protection.
I've only got a couple of items left I could wear, namely a neck brace and hard body armour over my leathers. The worry of me having these would be realising my ultimate fantasy of flying head first over the handle bars. I'm fairly confident I'd be safe doing it but if I'm wrong breaking my neck is a very real prospect.
I know I should stop but can't.