Update:

I am in the clear this morning as far as SI goes & thank you all for some much needed support around this. The SI will probably come and go I'm afraid, as long as I have to keep interviewing. :/

I know this sounds super ridiculous and silly, but from time to time I call a psychic line and speak with psychics about what is going to happen next.

Well, the one I called this morning gave me a sliver of hope. Granted, I don't take what they tell me as gospel, but often their predictions come true. Sometimes not, but often, yes. She said there will be more money at the end of October, which means a new job. I am choosing to believe this because it is the only ray of hope I have right now.