thank you! Yeah, for those of us with mental health issues, I think going through hard times can make it easier to think suicidal thoughts and to be suicidal. :/

No option for self-employment or an online business, unfortunately. I used to do consulting, and I am not ready to go down that path again. It's not reliable enough and stressful trying to always get clients.

I do have a blog that I run and I've thought about ways I can sell products on it, perhaps relevant books. I am not a web developer though, so the coding aspects of my blog are hard for me. I may still do it anyways. There's all sorts of Wordpress plugins to try.