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Sep 23, 2017, 10:51 AM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
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Originally Posted by Shazerac
I'm curious about the title of your post "I'm a mess." In what way are you a mess? You had a fear thought it through and made a decision. Went out had fun. All sounds good to me.
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I'm sorry. When I started the thread, literally I was going to post about how i have no confidence and I'm nervous about my body, etc. And I'm chatting with a lot of guys who look cute online and I don't feel equal to them. So my self-confidence is way low. But last night I gained more confidence because even though I'm overweight and covered in scars, this guy was not as cute as I would've hoped and he had no charisma. And even though we had a so-so date, he still sent me a sext pic (you can guess of what) when he got home and is chatting me up this morning.
So I guess I was a mess because I had no confidence. But I think a bit differently now.
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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