Getting stressed anxious. Heading out to family function in a min and feeling this way, I'm afraid I get too chatty and say stupid things and I'm so paranoid about the safety of some of those travelling to the event I know I'll barely be able to contain my tears if theyre not there when we arrive and I have to anticipate their arrival. I just had to get this out. I'm sitting on the edge of my bed fidgeting like crazy and holding back tears and I just had to come here. Gotta run.

Btw chips for supper