Hi Hidesad ,
I hope you are well , and please do not ever , not for one second think you don`t matter.
Don`t ever think yourself not worthy of a happy life , a life filled with love and joy.
As I live and breath and go through my own set of issues , I can tell you , do what ever it takes to like yourself.
We are many , but you are one , we will stand united to be sure , however we all must go back to our caves and hibernate for a short while , but then we come out and say "Hello World"
Never think of yourself a failure , because if that were the case you would not be posting.
Somewhere , stuck in some small area inside , you have the same struggle break free like we all do , and you too will find the door to freedom.
Have faith my friend , no one ever said life would be easy , but it is so worth living.
Be well , we are all here for you , take care
Keyplayer.
