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Originally Posted by SorryShaped
No, you don't want to go back and try to change it. Learn from it instead, even if your only lesson is what not to do moving forward. I take care of my parents right now, but I'm spent with it. I really just want to leave and sleep in my car forever instead. I'm only one mean thing said from doing it, and they know it. I've told them they are literally killing me like this and my siblings know they need to help more but they rarely do.
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maybe I worded that wrong.
I do want to go back, but, erase everything.
like, what would have happened if I maybe was braught up with diffrent parents, or I didn't witness endless abuse.
that's what I meant, not relive the hell I went through (I need to start being clearer)
but I know it can't happen
this life is not a rehersal.. this is it