Hello again Olanza_what?and Fuzzybear,
I have had a lot of therapists over the years too,don't worry I don't feel that you are pushing me towards therapy.I would like a therapist I can trust and who is reliable and a help not a hinderance.Some of them have helped others have been useless and seemed sicker themselves than me.Fuzzybear I think therapists letting people down and being useless at what they do is a common experience on both sides of the Atlantic don't feel bad.
Olanza,my day today to be honest was a struggle emotionally and mentally.I was worrying a lot about benefits being stopped or taken away,that said physically it was one of my better days,and I went to see the film Kingsman at the cinema and it was a good film cheered me up a little to be occupied and have my mind distracted.Cooking at home is a problem for safety reasons and cos it is tiring and I burn myself so I ate at the pub and had a pitcher of cocktail to drink.Some days are bad and very bad other days are average,bearable or good.It helps to have this forum and good people like you and fuzzybear as support.I was away from this forum for a few months as I was on another one,but they expelled me so I came back here.