Dont know that theres anything you can do. I just wish shed have picked a different day? maybe it wouldnt make a difference. I just hate that she dredged up crap. crap i dont really feel like feeling right now. and i have no choice. I cant stop the feelings.

Im trying very hard right now. the husband just dont understand. he wont talk about it. So im kinda alone right now.
Colleen

PS. thanks.