Thanks everyone!! As far as a couple of the questions go, some of the anger is situational, but some of it is either just out-of-nowhere extreme agitation related to mood swings. Certain sounds and settings bother me. I know some stuff can naturally be irritating, but it feels like x100. The situational stuff includes certain things I cannot control anymore. Therapy didn't really help, because it was more "process" related, rather than giving me much of a direction to go in. I can't afford therapy anymore anyway and feel I re-hashed a lot of different subjects. I don't have much to talk about with them either way....it became mostly free-floating anger, where it is hard to articulate how I feel. A lot of therapists can't really follow my thought process for whatever reason. I'm not sure why.
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