I have had the dreams, but I am a fairly lucid dreamer; in the dreams I remember when waking, I usually was aware it was a dream in the dream when I started waking.
The urge was like a thought displaced from another time, back when I was drinking. I noted an opportunity to grab something for later as if I forgot I quit. Pretty quickly I had the "DOH! I don't do that anymore" correction.
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|Up and down
|And in the end it's only round and round
|Pink Floyd - Us and Them
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|bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD
|lamictal, straterra
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