I hate this I hate this I hate this...

Yesterday wasn't so good.

Basically, my mom went into bad territory with me (short story is she asked if I think I'm depressed and that set me off although I kept it inside), then she told me I needed to get out of the house and do something...So, I went ice skating which was OK.

However, last night, after the new year came and whatever, I broke down. I cried, and I couldn't help myself and I was blah.

Today, I went to see Sweeny Todd with my friend. An unpleasant surprise came when I walked into the theater and saw her brother (who I dislike) and friend who I barely know. I thought it was just going to be the two of us. Whatever. I mean, it was OK. The movie was good.

Anyway, right now, I'm tired, and I want to cry. I have no idea why, but I'm not in a good mood at all.

A little while ago, I started feeling really bad. I started crying. I made myself stop. I was tired, and honestly, sleep sounds so great right now, but I want to be able to sleep through the night. So, I put on a movie that I enjoy...My plan didn't work so well to have some fun and enjoy myself. I was in and out of sleep, and my little sisters kept knocking on my door, and then I had to come up for dinner.

...And to make things worse - I have to go back to school tomorrow.

CRY!