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It is 2:30am and I am wide ****ing awake. Not tired at all. But I'm bored so I want to sleep.
I think I need to back off my AD. I was up until 1am Thursday night too. Then Friday night I fell asleep early and slept all the way through until 8:30 this morning. However, I have been feeling the inklings of hypomania. Confidence in myself. Productivity. An inner restlessness and boredom. The urge to talk to people. Playing my music loud, driving faster.
So yes, I must back off emsam. Go back to taking it every other day, I guess.
I need to find a new pdoc because mine is leaving. I'm going to call on Monday.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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