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Originally Posted by Hopingtrying
When my H does not have a full time job--he works full time on side projects (mostly creating database services on the "cloud"--Microsoft Azure, etc.). The money earned has been a real disappointment but some of the things he has created likely helped him obtain some very good positions. The projects helped show that he was technically competent despite the fact that he rarely works at one company for more than two years and takes time off between jobs.
Having watched my H navigate his career, from my POV, it is easy to burn out/ hit road blocks in your career area. Many times nontechnical managers do not understand the work in takes to make things happen and fund things unrealistically.  A good example of this is when companies fire high level people exchanging them for entry level specialists (which the high level people train right before leaving) and wonder why things go wrong.....
Golden_eve--Yes, looking for a job is a nightmare when it goes on and on. The only reason I am not in your shoes is that I did give into my SI. My attempt was so serious that I am now on disability. But I should be trying for a higher level job. I commend you for continuing to shoot for high level jobs and that you are still studying your craft.  |
Kudos to your husband for his efforts while in between jobs! It's hard to stay motivated when unemployed, but I know employers love to see productivity like that.
Usually when I have been in between, I've taken certification courses in my field, which then usually have landed me my next job.
Right now, I do have a part-time job... but I need a full-time position to live.
I am sorry to hear of your serious attempt. :/
That is tragic. I am trying very hard not to give into SI... during times like these, it can come and go.
I have no choice but to press forward, really. I cannot hurt my family and friends, and I do not wish to end up in the hospital again. I've already been hospitalized twice for other reasons, and yes, I've attempted a few times previously. UGH.
The pressure that is on me to get a full-time job and move out of my parents' home ASAP is propelling me forward. But it's stressful to say the least. :/ I have to do this not only for me, but for their sake. I do not want them to have to delay selling their home and fulfilling their dreams because I can't move forward. Because other people are involved in this effort and a lot is at stake, I cannot just think of myself.... so I must keep going.