So my past few posts have been about this girl that killed my dream and led me to a dark path. It started a chain reaction of incidents that put me where I am today.

So I’ve been told and know I can’t hold this resentment. It is like poison that I drink trying to affect her. So what is this letting go and forgive. The past few days at work I didn’t care what she was doing as long as it didn’t affect me. I felt like this has helped somewhat. However I still have bought of a verbal revenge and scolding her for the pain she helped cause. Sad part I feel she has no shame or would care. This is someone who I considered a close friend.

So what is this letting go? Is it open for interpretation? How do I let go? Am I doing it. This is going to be a topic I intend to bring up in iop. Crap reminds me I need to write a letter of what I would tell her to iop.