Is the pay worth the pain?
I'm not trying to make you angry. I'm asking these questions because you do always have options. Surely by now you've made enough contacts at other places to help you move forward? You deserve to be happy and feel safe and secure. I couldn't continue to work anywhere with that over my head. In fact I don't work anywhere except as live-in help for my parents. They caused a lot of damage for over 20 years and are still doing it now, but I'm totally over it and out next month. They and my siblings can now take turns when it's needed.