(((Daisy))) its like the marshmallow test, where they put a kid in a room with a marshmallow, and tell them they can have two marshmallows in 15 minutes if they dont eat the one thats there. Its supposed to test the kids ability to put off immediate pleasure for future reward.

If all you know is deprivation and broken promises, you KNOW there is no such thing as future reward. You take it when you can get it, or you lose it forever. There is a real cultural bias to this test, the FINALLY freakin realize.

Its so hard to give up that relationship with mother. Its like saying you dont believe in god. Youre adrift. But you have a right to live. Life asserts itself.

But who are you, beethoven, or beethoven's son? Who has really left their mark on history?