I am just thinking about how I want to speak my truth that I have been silenced about for a lifetime.Not for revenge,not to change anyone,not to threaten or be mean or anything besides speaking my truth.

I just want to let this person know that I have been able to see through and work through all their brainwashing they did up until about a year ago.And despite what they did to me for so many years I survived.

I know the person won't really care what I have to say and may not even read it at all but I want to do it for myself and not them.The thing that's been holding me back is wondering how it will make them feel,will they become suicidal,harm theirself,etc.I shouldn't even care about that at all since they didn't care when they were abusing me,but I still do care about that.I even love this person still.

Thanks for coming back and posting.If you don't feel safe in how they might respond it was probably a good idea to not send it.My therapist encouraged me to confront a doctor that sexually assaulted me but I didn't do it because I knew being called a liar and treated like an unstable person would hurt even more.I knew what was best for me as I'm sure you probably know what's best for you too.

I checked out the link.It was interesting and helpful.