In another thread someone wrote how it seems like doctors (irl) are only just realising how dismissing and pissing off consumers isn't such a good idea...

I'm not trying to bash doctors. I'm not trying to bash anyone.. what would I "gain" from that other than pissing some people off.

I'm just trying to survive somehow

But I don't want to survive

But I'm still ****ing surviving

**** it

I don't want to be "strong" any more

But I have to be "strong"

Despite those superlor beings who judged me as ...

I can't take the meds

I don't care if I live another 10 years
I don't want to
I don't care if I die tomorrow
**** it I'm so tired and bored of being stuck in this body