I know I was seemingly judgemental, and if that caused an issue for you, I do apologize.

But now I am confused. Your original post said that you are jealous of your friend who is hooking up with loose women in foreign countries, who is living out your aspirations, and now you're saying something different, ie, that you don't want to just hook up with women, that you want the social connection and interaction. Yet, originally you also stated that you want to travel (mainly) to meet attractive women. This all seems contradictory to me, so it's hard to tell what you're really after.

I am willing to support anxiety issues and it's great that you love to travel, but I have trouble with the objectification of women. Your whole premise revolves around attractiveness, being attractive and women being attractive to you... it just seems... well, there is just a whole lot more beneath the surface to people than just looks, and I'm afraid that you keep missing this point. In saying this, I don't mean to upset you...