Hi everyone, can you make some room on the couch for me?

Im having a tough time today. All week i was looking forward to these really fun plans for today but everything changed because it was so hot and people didnt want to go and i did not like the new plan so i stayed home to watch football by myself. Awesome that my team had an amazing come from behind win, but that enjoyment has long since gone as im now sitting in a park in tears watching a group of people celebrate a birthday with a pinata and a group of boys shooting hoops. Im just feeling really lonely and was looking forward to seeing my T on Tuesday but just realized that I have a conflict this week and won't even be able to see her until Friday... Just looking for a few hugs and a little support.

And it also really bothers me that im in such a rotten mood when i have so much to be grateful for!