oh pinky...

makes my heart hurt that something might happen to you. You CAN'T let anything happen to you. You have to meet me at Caribou Cafe!

my pdoc sometimes says i have a "hypomanic response." He said it was like a psychological thing and not a psychiatric thing if that makes sense... meaning i have hypomanic "symptoms" without being hypomanic... ugh, thats more confusing.

it sounds like your mind and spirit are going through some intense times... could it be emergence from depression after such a long time, adapting to new meds, new moods...? i dunno but i am concerned. i mean, if you were safe for sure i would say ride it out for a while and see what evolves... but it doesn't sound very much like you are safe.

please take care...