Have you looked for some kind of help? A therapist, or doctor. Perhaps you could try reading some books on coping with anxiety. There's a book called "Healing the Child Within" that I found helpful to deal with, and heal from my experience of a hellacious childhood.
Somehow you need to find a way to heal from the trauma of an abusive parent and then move past it. Your life will be a lot easier and joyous if you can find a way to do this.
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Eat a live frog for breakfast every morning and nothing worse can happen to you that day!
"Ask yourself whether the dream of heaven and greatness should be left waiting for us in our graves - or whether it should be ours here and now and on this earth.” Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged
Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 -
Seroquel 100
Celexa 20 mg
Xanax .5 mg prn
Modafanil 100 mg
