I went to game nite. T couldn't stay and play . He said his wife is having false contractions and he has to go make her dinner. That was the first mention of his baby by him to.me.

I asked him for a hug. He hugged me and said it's good to see you. He rubbed my arm and said I'm glad you're feeling better. I knew you could do it

He asked if I'm still working at my job and asked about my test coming up. He looked me up and down and said I like your necklace . Its a cherry. I was wearing a black velvet hat . He said is that a velvet hat? I said yes. He said he has to tell his wife abt that..cherry necklace and velvet hat

I felt awkward and nervous . I think T felt nervous too. I said bye and went back to the game room and played. T left

I was kinda sad T didn't stay. But I am glad I went . I had fun playing with the girls.

One of them has a service dog. The owner said the dog wants to sit with me because it can tell I'm stressed .

It was nice to get out and be social

I emailed T and asked for an appointment but I'm worried he will say no again. I would be very sad if he did