So, starting from the end of last week and for about 3 weeks, it is this string of holidays. I know they are supposed to be festive, but I find them so overwhelming and filled with anxiety.

Morning services are long. Anywhere from 3 to 4.5 hours. I went Thursday morning, about 3.5 hours, got through it, but just drained.

Quite a bit more to follow, just hoping I can hang in there.