Still IP and definitely will be for at least a few more days. I put up a good fight and managed a ride in a police car and several days without any priveledges after doing a 5hr sit in at the main door in the ward. Many people went without cigarettes lol. I am definitely at least somewhat more calm so I guess that is good and I'm still VERY happy! Yay! Also got a diagnosis today, Bipolar it is though not sure what type. Only have a little time outside/with phone still but I cant wait to come back and participate more again! I miss your support and think about you guys a lot, thanks for all your help! (still not happy to be locked up but fairly happy to be alive haha)