My husband passing away in 2012 caused a crisis. I couldn't bear it and I would have died if I hadn't had my daughter I had to look after. That was the worst. I'm in a crisis now-I have to look back and say it at least isn't as bad as that. But I feel the same in many ways--I don't know how I'll get through. I have to say the bipolar problem seems to be getting worse, and anxiety is worse than a few years ago.