I acknowledge your progress, currently on the same track as you, my dear

My experience with passive suicidal thoughts (but not acting on it), was due to my stubbornness of perfection and not acknowledging negative emotions.

I've got past that phase, and I'm currently healing wounds by stimulating my own emotions, to find out what causes the fear-based feelings. It's like surfacing my wounds, cure them, and so that when someone touches the same spot, I will just shrug it off haha

Love to hear from you