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Originally Posted by captgut
Just to mention - I'm trying to "thank" your posts because I know you're on Tapatalk... But count it as hugs 
I'm sorry for your experience. And your friend experience is really horrible...
I feel so lucky. My T is great.
He really messed up once and I still can't forget it. (he apologized...but still).
He can't be perfect all the time. But I worry it will happen again... |
I guessed it's hugs! **hugs**
I'm glad your T is great. I hear being afraid T will mess up again. Do you feel safe bringing up your fear directly or indirectly to T, again and again if you have to?
TBH periodically I ask T "do you believe me?" and I sometimes sound like a broken record asking her "is it really bad enough to abuse?" I even told her several times what ex pdoc said like:
Me: Is it really bad enough to be abuse?
T: Yes, it is.
Me: but Dr Pdoc said xyzabc
T: why are his words so much more important than mine?
Me: because he's got 20+ years of experience and his mother abused him by punching him.
T: ... and he also suggested you go for conversion therapy but you don't believe him on that!
Me: true... but is it really abuse??