holidays for me are like this big build up to what I feel might be excitement, but when it actually happens, it's depressing as hell.

christmas is a good example.

every year I look forward to the decorations, I look forward to the music, I look forward to the turkey, but, you get to the actual time, and it's just so depressing.

you're on your own, you've know one to share festive cheer with, you're bored because their's nothing exciting to do, it's just you, in your house, eating some hastily cooked turkey listening to christmas songs.

it's for 1 day of the year, and then it's over

I make the same mistake every year, this time it will be diffrent, this time it will be diffrent, is it hell

and it's the same for haloween

all this big build up to getting lots of candy and pumpkin pie, and you're sitting their halloween night watching something on TV that's not even scary with maybe 1 mars bar you ordered yourself as company