New year, new day, new feeling
take me away from all that is lost
help ne forget, stop climing the ceiling
be gone all yesterdays ghosts.
Take me to patures new
away from this mess of a life
colour is blue
pain it cuts like a knife....
each obstacle course of a day
goal posts become higher
feelings, emotions fray
already I tire.....
heart sinking, lead, heavy
can hardly stand
I feel so ready
for that promised land....
Please, a hand to hold
catch my aching soul
I need to be told
one day I will be whole.....
Emotions rund deep
like the grand canyon's layers
all I weep
would fill, even through prayers.
Please dont give up on me
please help me change
struggling you see
Is my life within range?

right now, cant see it.......

sorry

need my T....another week without.....cant call her either....

struggling struggling struggling



ghosts of Christmas past haunting, taunting, wont let go

Jinny/treasure