Hmm, my best friend, wouldn't lie to me, or cheat on me, deceive me or ask me to put myself in a vulnerable situation for them.

Whatever you think this relationship was, it wasn't. Whatever you think this man is, he isn't.

I sorry, we all do it. Give ourselves to someone who doesn't deserve it. It's a learning curve.
It took me three years to wake up and realise my ex wasn't a confused and deeply sensitive lover.
But a lying, deceptive manipulative asshole who played me like a cheap violin.

Accepting that was in ALOT of ways the most painful part.
Even more painful than looking back at the 10 years I had with him.

Nothing hurts more than realising you've let yourself be taken for a ride.
But it's when you do thAt you can finally move on.

He knew what he was doing, if his wife cheated, he should have left, you both know this.
Although I would be wary of any information he gave you to justify his actions.

'My wife is Cheating.' is the oldest play in the book.
I suppose I wonder why you still believe him once his wife became pregnant.? But then love makes us put up with all sorts of b.s we shouldn't.

Breaking up is just the same as grieving.
Take it one day at a time, hell just take it an hour at a time of needs be.
Take care.
Be good to yourself.