I've been thinking about you Fuzzy.....and thinking about this thread and all the cliche answers including mine. I understand what it's like to not fit in. No, not everyone has problems with this. Everyone has problems for sure but not being able to function around people is a horrible problem to have. People make me sick....literally physically sick. Everyone likes to think they are different.....a special snowflake and all that. Well not me.....I just want to fit in. I've tried so many times but it's always a nightmare. I make a friend or decide to trust someone and they screw me over cause that was their plan all along. I want to fit in so badly......to be normal and not feel so sick around people. But we don't get what we want and maybe I'm just not meant for this world. I'm stuck here though so I have to accept it. And people don't get it....they just don't. They say "we all have problems". As they stroll along the streets being happy to be around people, excited to go places where people will be.....and they expect me to be happy and excited about these things when all they do is make me feel like I will pass out, vomit or both.

Normal may not exist but I'd take it .....I understand the theory behind it and what it represents to those of us who suffer so badly with people. Sorry to be negative but this is how I feel.