Happy to say after being completely depressed the whole summer, I feel better!

OMG to have the ability to feel my arms and legs to do stuff.

I dont think Im getting manic right now as still feel like ****, but I just feel better and I think its because Im starting to take my addiction to gambling a lot more serious.

Im so sick of the consequences of gambling and even though its only been 5 days since clean, Im sticking to my guns to not relapse. I found someone I trust to help with my money and after sending this week's work earnings away to break the cycle, I feel sooooo good and ready to work again and earn to start paying my debt down and stop the madness!