Wow someone else just posted exactly how I've been feeling, too many times

And sorry in advance for using so many words lately, it isn't "me" or it didn't used to be ... using words

I can't "do much" and have been informed of that by more than one cruel person (irl)

But I have been used as a stepping stone by people

Is that really all there is

I'm not at "risk" of completing suicide .. just venting

And very disappointed in this world, and in me. I was far too naive for far too long. And I don't like how the world is. And I can't change it