Hey guys, it's been quite awhile since I've been here so most of you won't know me. I'd been doing so well for 2017. Level as a devil thanks to a new drug I was taking (saphris). But I started having side effects. Memory loss, sedation, brain fog, just not functioning really well...BUT LEVEL. And that's what is most important to me. But I have a very brain intensive job and I've not been cutting it. So I saw my doc and he switched me to Vraylar. Vraylar takes awhile to work. Now I'm hypomanic and anxious as hell. I'm so worried I'm going to say something or do something embarrassing or inappropriate or hurtful which is what I generally do.

I fill like crap on a cracker. Can't sleep well. Can't focus. Can't sit still. I just try to keep my mouth shut as much as possible. Basically feeling like every one of you have felt or are feeling.

I'm mourning the loss of my good health.