Yeah, I've done that several times and if I wasn't so afraid of delusions I'd stop meds again because I think I'm just getting sicker. My family says I'm making progress which seems a joke to me. I keep telling people "I'm getting better, I will get better I promise" but it never happens and I think I'm just stringing them along so they don't leave me. I was assassinated years ago but my body has been too stupid to give up the ghost. Maybe you aren't a loser and are just depressed? I don't know you so I cannot say. People on here struggle so bad and then show up to work......they are in as much pain as me and possibly more but hobble on crutches to accomplish.....I just sit around complaining and waiting to die. I'm a loser for sure but not for no reason. Reasons don't matter though, action does. I hope you find a solution to your problem. I hope you work through it and find a way to not be a loser if you are one. Good luck.